| Give me something to look forward too.
College does not count.
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| Kyou Koi wo Hajimemasu - Chapter 34
I love how well I am able to relate to Tsubaki.
oh baby :)
summer is
sushi with elaine
sephora with elaine and yim ;)
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| hello, you.
it has been at least three years since I've talked to you, empathized with you, cried for you, and cried over you.
it has been at least two years since I've missed you, thought about you, and wanted to see you.
it has been at least one year since I've even spoken about you.
I still have things that you left here. It would not have been healthy for you to come get the things you left me anyway. Pens, post its, gifts, and clothes. Some things you would not have been able to remove.Memories, influences, and time. I kept everything. I erased all the pictures except for one.
When I rummage through all my things especially when I am scurrying for something in my drawer I come across things that remind me of you. Then I end up spending five minutes staring at it. My mind drifts to you. What has happened to you? Are you enjoying college life? Have you found someone that makes your heart soar like I have? What the hell were you doing contacting my friend anyway?
Then sometimes I want to talk to you. Say Hi. What's good :)? But it would seem that you're unreachable. You've never really been into social networking things and now you've seemed to have dropped from aim also. So there's nothing I can do about it. Sometimes when I'm in Queens, I'm afraid to run into you or is it really even fear? When I see someone who I think it's you, my heart pounds as if it wants to break away from my rib cage. What do I say? What do I do? What would you do? Would you run away, avoid me, ignore me, pretend you don't know me?
I may never know. I guess this is what happens to once great loves when you find out you're not right for each other because I firmly believe that, it's not because we did not love each other, it's just that we were not right for each other. So not all relationships are pointless, useless, and a waste of time. I did manage to take something away from our time together other then what I have mentioned above. I learned to love him better. Don't be so clingy. Love is not your whole world but a great part of it.
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| I have been inspired by the second episode of The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi 02 to construct a list of things to do in the summer! Most of the things I want to do are the same as she had listed! BUT! Since I do not live in Japan, I am unable to do them.. like for example.. go to a Bon dance..
1. Go to the pool! Even if its going to be overcrowded.. I WANT TO GO. D:< PEOPLE JOIN ME.
2. GO TO THE BEACH. A nice one.. and just.. burry each other in the sand..
MORE TO BE ADDED.
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| An eminently great writer once said that those who are in love sing, those who are not, merely listen.
While you have made my heart soar in directions beyond my control, I cannot put my feelings to words for you.
I am not a great writer, though it is something I want to pride myself in being.
When the time comes, I will pour my heart out to you and embed the words onto paper.
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